I fell in love with you since the first time we met.
Sunday, July 15, 2012
Saturday, June 23, 2012
bored mood
sooooo, those two pictures above was taken when i was in Miri,Sarawak for a holiday. actually i was in a salon at that time. anyways, i was also bored at that time and SS-ing myself taking pictures. like how can i not be bored when i don't understand what they're talking? seriously, now i felt what foreigners feel when they're travelling. it feels awful, like you're in a very lost world. all i can say is " auukk " which means " yes ". THAT'S ALL. but it's also fun knowing other cultures, it's not too bad after all. what i respect most is people in Sarawak are very welcoming and warm. you won't feel like you're far away from home or whatever. they just bring the joy, and that's special about them. before i arrive there, i was imagining stupid things like i thought they were still living in a very unmodernised life. and i'm totally wrong. it was different then. now everything is easy. so it was actually quite relieving. ( troll face ) i enjoy it there :)
blah, blah, blah. i ran out of words. i'm sleepy, going to sleep now. buh-bye love :**
-cookiemonster-
hello there !
HELLO :D
since i hardly posted any pictures of me or none of my siblings/mum so here it is now....
i'm gonna post it :)
so this is my sister :) . a lot of people says that i look older than her, or more mature. i don't know -.-' it's just normal for me. ohh well, this badass sister can be dead annoying at times. feels like wanna tie her hands and put her in the refrigerator for a while until she cool herself down, cause i tell you guys this girl is super emoooo. like SUPER. but i can always count on her and i love her.
and TA-DAHHH ! this is my beloved momma :) . pretty isn't she :3 ? i love my mum for eternity. this woman had been a single mum for 16 years and not even once complain about it. i'm so proud of her. she's the strength of the family, without her we're nothing. i wanna give her my endless thanks for giving me a chance to live. I love you, Mummy :') .
- cookiemonster -
Friday, June 22, 2012
#1 Fan ♥
Just her smile ;)
Her own t-shirt made for her fans :)
Working hard in the studio for her fans :)
My Criminal ♥
hello guys :D ! it's been a while, and i'm uber sorry. i've been going through my days real fast without thinking of it too much. i just wanna live my life normally as other single people out there. i'm going fine until now and single life aren't that bad, i can say. i do feel quite lonely at times and all that, but it's less drama. you don't have to worry about anything, who you hangout with and stuff. although, deep inside i wish i had someone. pftttt. haha. oh well. typical gemini.
and yeah, I'm gonna introduce you guys with someone ;) see that person up there? she's a criminal, my criminal. Dani Shay had officially stolen my heart ♥ . I love her music, I love her concern for her fans, I love her style, I love her down-to-earth personality, I love how she's an easygoing type person. I love everything about her. She's just so perfect. For those who don't know her, she's a girl, a tomboy. And many people had mistaken her for this. But she's talented, who cares? Even sometimes people give negative comments or anything towards her, she never complain or hate them for it. She accepts all that. People say that she looks a lot like Justin Bieber, which I won't deny cause she do. They almost look identically the same, some say they might be seperated twins ( what the hell? ) or siblings and so on. Some Beliebers think that she's just using Bieber to become popular, but actually she don't. I'm a Belieber as well but I don't think that way. She got her own music, and I love her for that. Although that adds a little in helping her to be well known in her musics, but she wants people to know her as " Dani Shay " not Justin Bieber. I heard that she's on Glee Project 2, but was recently terminated from it. Felt sad but I'm sure she will do better . I tweeted her to give support :) I will never stop supporting her. Forever love, Dani Shay ♥ .
Thursday, May 17, 2012
Monday, May 14, 2012
Sunday, May 13, 2012
Saturday, May 12, 2012
Tuesday, May 8, 2012
Saturday, March 31, 2012
Thursday, March 22, 2012
MORON
credits to YOU . you're very good at acting, lying, cheating, sweet talk, fooling ppl. and what do you get from all that , SATISFACTION ? here's some satisfaction *middlefinger*. i want you to get out from my life cuz i really fucking hate you. you are one very fine two-faced person i've ever met. and hey, here's some advice for you. if you want to play on ppl, fool someone that fits YOUR standard - MORON. cuz i tell you, ppl like you doesn't fit any standard. good luck on your awesome life.
Wednesday, February 22, 2012
UNGRATEFUL !
see that title up there ?! yeah , i'm MAD . so EFFIN MAD . because some people just don't or NEVER opened their eyes to anything . ehh , shiatz . really tired with all this . urgh . why can't you open your FUCKING MIND and try to be mature for once ?? what ? is it too humiliating ? if it is , then SORRY it's my bad . i FUCKING promise that i won't do that ever again . FUCK . FUCK . FUCK . trying to be nice but all you got is SHIT .
SKYSCRAPER
i never realise this song was so deep with meanings . once i know that this song meant something , i can't stop raping the replay button . it's just so , perfect . i like this part the most ;
You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper .
this song was by Demi Lovato . i never really like her though but this song are one of my favourites :) .
You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper .
this song was by Demi Lovato . i never really like her though but this song are one of my favourites :) .
Sunday, February 12, 2012
Zain? Liam? Ziam :D
awwww , thanks for the cute picture dear ! i REALLY like it :D . but unfortunately when i clicked to save it , i can't :( . poor me . about Prince Charming , pray for us so we may find our way someday . but thanks again . you really are one of the bestest friend :) .
True friends remember us in every situation and accept our imperfection :) .
True friends remember us in every situation and accept our imperfection :) .
SWAG
see that title ? yeah , i'm talkin' bout Cher Lloyd . she really got swagggg man . you should listen to her songs . she turn you up like , WOW . credits to Swagger Jagger and With Ur Love ft. Mike Posner . favourite *thumbs up* .
but that's not just what i wanna say . i won't say anything about what happened in my life , cuz it's awesomely boring . and something leak somewhere . idk where and why . *sigh* actually , i don't know what i'm gonna post . i just felt bored and lonely . EVA IS A LONER . forever alone . don't you pity meee *giving a puppy face* ? i want someone . like really . sometimes i feel that i can survive being a loner , but sometimes i just feel i need that special someone . i must be lying if i said that i don't care about my ex anymore , that's a sin . i didn't get over her yet . or maybe can't . why oh why ? and i tell you guys , i DO get jealous when i see those sweet couple outside dating freely . like ==' i want that tooooo :( . damn it . just so you know , Prince Charming got a girlfriend . cool rite ? and i'm the stupid one here can't get over a crush that's in a relationship with someone else . the most unluckiest human on earth ------> ME .
but that's not just what i wanna say . i won't say anything about what happened in my life , cuz it's awesomely boring . and something leak somewhere . idk where and why . *sigh* actually , i don't know what i'm gonna post . i just felt bored and lonely . EVA IS A LONER . forever alone . don't you pity meee *giving a puppy face* ? i want someone . like really . sometimes i feel that i can survive being a loner , but sometimes i just feel i need that special someone . i must be lying if i said that i don't care about my ex anymore , that's a sin . i didn't get over her yet . or maybe can't . why oh why ? and i tell you guys , i DO get jealous when i see those sweet couple outside dating freely . like ==' i want that tooooo :( . damn it . just so you know , Prince Charming got a girlfriend . cool rite ? and i'm the stupid one here can't get over a crush that's in a relationship with someone else . the most unluckiest human on earth ------> ME .
Saturday, February 11, 2012
IT'S SUNDAY
it's the end of the week . meaning tomorrow is school day . what the ... ? uhm well , i can't wait for the moment i'll leave school . no waking up early , nobody can disturb my sleep , and i can do whatever i want . woo-hoo :D ! isn't that awesome ? but some say you're gonna miss school after that and wishing you were schooling again . you can say that to my homework ==' .
so i guess , busy studying huh :) ? *wink . keep it up . hope you will pass in your final exam . fighting !
so i guess , busy studying huh :) ? *wink . keep it up . hope you will pass in your final exam . fighting !
Thursday, February 9, 2012
JUST SMILE .
well , what can i say . everything had gone really wrong and pretty impossible to fix anymore . all i can do is just smile to all the crap that's keep happening on and off . i don't know what to say again cuz this is not the first time it happened and i'm kinda bored with all this . i don't care anymore . i'll go through anything . even it's the toughest thing to do . funny how people can just jump into their own assumption without bothering what's actually happening . i do consider you as my friend , and if you really are , you should understand what have i gone through . people can simply say they understand us , they know how we feel , but the one that truly feel it , is just ourselves , not them . yes , i'm a kid . so what ? saying that won't make you any older than me . what counts is the heart . i'm dissapointed cuz the ones that i thought was the nicest one was actually the bad ones .
There's a story behind every person. There's a reason why they're the way they are. Think about that before you judge .
There's a story behind every person. There's a reason why they're the way they are. Think about that before you judge .
HOLLA PEEPS :)
it's been AGES since i haven't post anything on my bloggie . time and situation won't let me . i'm sorry . i'll make it up to you kayy :) ? ( it's gonna be the longest post everrr )
hm . idk where to start . there's so many things happened lately . i mean it . MANY THINGS HAPPENED . so i have to tell you all that i'm officially single . yeah , and it fucking sucks . it ain't easy trying to pretend to hate someone when you don't . maybe i do hate you , a little , kinda . argh . how can i simply hate you after this whole 11-month-relationship ? we're about a year , just 5 days away . 14 February 2012 , on VALENTINE . this year , i'd be a loner . a real loner . hard to accept it . i've been wanting this relationship to reach a year for like all the time , but it didn't happen and never will be .
so my acting really works and everyone thinks that i'm a happy-me again . nobody knows how i really am inside . this year is a total zero for me . i have no special someone , i have no bestfriend , i have nothing . even my family , they're all with their own lives . i'm on my own .
my mother ; she's busy doing her things , she always does but idk what actually she's doing .
my sister ; she's busy with work now and we hardly talk .
i feel empty . i just be friends with my dreams . they're the only thing that had been nice to me . for now . hm .
about YOU :
after the havoc , we've been farrrrr apart . i didn't receive text from her , she didn't reply my posts on facebook . none . but i don't know either what happened to her . maybe she's been grounded . no internet . how about handphone ? maybe she forgot my number or never even memorise it or she's not allowed having phone calls or text anyone anymore . i don't know . everything's a maybe .
i'm confused whether to wait for her or just get over her . i love her . i really do . but i can't deny i'm hurt too . after all the things that we've gone through together , i just can't take it when she cheated on me . and i just know about it long after we've broke up from someone who i thought i never talk to ( i mean, chat to -.-' ) . i've trusted you , but you broke that trust . i admit , i do have a crush on someone . and you know about it . who i crushed for and why . but you ? you told me that you were just friends but i know you liked her . still , you're denying . she's hot , any person could simply fall for her but not you . if you really love me , you won't do that . can you tell how i'm dying when i know that you've been wanting her eventhough you know she's in a relationship with MAC ? what is that ? maybe you don't know why i post " FUCK YOU " on your wall , so this is it . i am ready to forgive you after the incident coz i know you never wanted it that way too , it all happened to fast for us to fix it . but when i know about you and -should i mention her name ? Rachel- , i hate you . i hate you for betraying me , i hate you for breaking my trust , i hate you for not telling me about it , i hate you for not believing me .
another one , that Bella whatever girl . remember the day when we have our -tell the truth- moment ? when you told me that you ask her if she wants to have a relationship with you ? it hurts like shit . if you do know me , you should know that i'm faking my smile and i laugh like a donkey cuz it ain't real -.-" . when we broke up the other day , after a fews days you changed your profile picture to hers . haven't it hurt me already ? but you never knew . all in your thoughts were , " she's having her crush , so why can't i have one too ? " that is totally wrong . CRUSH and LIKE are two different things . and and and , you even keep her pictures in your phone . luckily i phone-check you or else i'd be the stupid one who didn't know that you're head over heels for her . and you didn't keep one , you kept TWO of 'em . now you're saying that you didn't even think wanna flirt with that girl , you're just helping her with her pk , she's like a sister to you and your bestfriend ? you don't flirt your bestfriend or sister dear . f.y.i , i never text or call with my crush , we never had gone out together . i confess to her that i had a crush on her but nothing happened right ? she even treat me like i never exist . but that's okay , like i said to her , i'm not asking her to just like or love me . that's practically CRUSHing someone . but you went out with Bella whatever , texted her and maybe call her sometimes . what's that ? you tell me .
but i'm just a normal person . even God forgive His people , who am i to judge ? i forgive you . i make mistakes too , and i'm sorry for that . and if you're reading this , i love you . i never even hate you and i don't blame you for what happened . maybe it's just because we're not meant for each other . but that doesn't change anything . my love for you is eternal . and what i post now about ur GF's , are the things that i didn't have the chance to tell you . but here it is , i've said it . so i hope that you'll understand as much as i understand ur situation rite now .
what she said that changed my mind ;
I miss Eva a lot , Aj . i keep hugging her shirt . Wishing i could talk to her again . Wishing could turn back to the time where me and her still together. But now she hates me. She hates me a lot. I think about her smpai i sakit kepala. I keep asking is she fine right now, how is she . I wanna call n text her but i can't coz i want her to forget about me. If i come back to her life, dia hanya akan merana. Hidup dia tidak akan tenang. And what her sister told me was right, i shouldn't contact her anymore coz all she ever get from me is pain. Her sister told me not to contact her anymore, so i will even it hurt so fucking much. I hope she'll forgive me someday .
hm . idk where to start . there's so many things happened lately . i mean it . MANY THINGS HAPPENED . so i have to tell you all that i'm officially single . yeah , and it fucking sucks . it ain't easy trying to pretend to hate someone when you don't . maybe i do hate you , a little , kinda . argh . how can i simply hate you after this whole 11-month-relationship ? we're about a year , just 5 days away . 14 February 2012 , on VALENTINE . this year , i'd be a loner . a real loner . hard to accept it . i've been wanting this relationship to reach a year for like all the time , but it didn't happen and never will be .
so my acting really works and everyone thinks that i'm a happy-me again . nobody knows how i really am inside . this year is a total zero for me . i have no special someone , i have no bestfriend , i have nothing . even my family , they're all with their own lives . i'm on my own .
my mother ; she's busy doing her things , she always does but idk what actually she's doing .
my sister ; she's busy with work now and we hardly talk .
i feel empty . i just be friends with my dreams . they're the only thing that had been nice to me . for now . hm .
about YOU :
after the havoc , we've been farrrrr apart . i didn't receive text from her , she didn't reply my posts on facebook . none . but i don't know either what happened to her . maybe she's been grounded . no internet . how about handphone ? maybe she forgot my number or never even memorise it or she's not allowed having phone calls or text anyone anymore . i don't know . everything's a maybe .
i'm confused whether to wait for her or just get over her . i love her . i really do . but i can't deny i'm hurt too . after all the things that we've gone through together , i just can't take it when she cheated on me . and i just know about it long after we've broke up from someone who i thought i never talk to ( i mean, chat to -.-' ) . i've trusted you , but you broke that trust . i admit , i do have a crush on someone . and you know about it . who i crushed for and why . but you ? you told me that you were just friends but i know you liked her . still , you're denying . she's hot , any person could simply fall for her but not you . if you really love me , you won't do that . can you tell how i'm dying when i know that you've been wanting her eventhough you know she's in a relationship with MAC ? what is that ? maybe you don't know why i post " FUCK YOU " on your wall , so this is it . i am ready to forgive you after the incident coz i know you never wanted it that way too , it all happened to fast for us to fix it . but when i know about you and -should i mention her name ? Rachel- , i hate you . i hate you for betraying me , i hate you for breaking my trust , i hate you for not telling me about it , i hate you for not believing me .
another one , that Bella whatever girl . remember the day when we have our -tell the truth- moment ? when you told me that you ask her if she wants to have a relationship with you ? it hurts like shit . if you do know me , you should know that i'm faking my smile and i laugh like a donkey cuz it ain't real -.-" . when we broke up the other day , after a fews days you changed your profile picture to hers . haven't it hurt me already ? but you never knew . all in your thoughts were , " she's having her crush , so why can't i have one too ? " that is totally wrong . CRUSH and LIKE are two different things . and and and , you even keep her pictures in your phone . luckily i phone-check you or else i'd be the stupid one who didn't know that you're head over heels for her . and you didn't keep one , you kept TWO of 'em . now you're saying that you didn't even think wanna flirt with that girl , you're just helping her with her pk , she's like a sister to you and your bestfriend ? you don't flirt your bestfriend or sister dear . f.y.i , i never text or call with my crush , we never had gone out together . i confess to her that i had a crush on her but nothing happened right ? she even treat me like i never exist . but that's okay , like i said to her , i'm not asking her to just like or love me . that's practically CRUSHing someone . but you went out with Bella whatever , texted her and maybe call her sometimes . what's that ? you tell me .
but i'm just a normal person . even God forgive His people , who am i to judge ? i forgive you . i make mistakes too , and i'm sorry for that . and if you're reading this , i love you . i never even hate you and i don't blame you for what happened . maybe it's just because we're not meant for each other . but that doesn't change anything . my love for you is eternal . and what i post now about ur GF's , are the things that i didn't have the chance to tell you . but here it is , i've said it . so i hope that you'll understand as much as i understand ur situation rite now .
what she said that changed my mind ;
I miss Eva a lot , Aj . i keep hugging her shirt . Wishing i could talk to her again . Wishing could turn back to the time where me and her still together. But now she hates me. She hates me a lot. I think about her smpai i sakit kepala. I keep asking is she fine right now, how is she . I wanna call n text her but i can't coz i want her to forget about me. If i come back to her life, dia hanya akan merana. Hidup dia tidak akan tenang. And what her sister told me was right, i shouldn't contact her anymore coz all she ever get from me is pain. Her sister told me not to contact her anymore, so i will even it hurt so fucking much. I hope she'll forgive me someday .
Wednesday, January 25, 2012
A THOUSAND YEARS - CHRISTINA PERRI
(Verse 1)
Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave
How can I love when I'm afraid
To fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt
Suddenly goes away somehow
One step closer
(Chorus)
I have died everyday
waiting for you
Darlin' don't be afraid
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more
(Verse 2)
Time stands still
Beauty I know she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything
Take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath,
Every hour has come to this
One step closer
(Chorus)
I have died everyday
Waiting for you
Darlin' don't be afraid
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more
And all along I believed
I would find you
Time has brought
Your heart to me
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more
One step closer
One step closer
(Chorus)
I have died everyday
Waiting for you
Darlin' don't be afraid,
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more
And all along I believed
I would find you
Time has brought
Your heart to me
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more
Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave
How can I love when I'm afraid
To fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt
Suddenly goes away somehow
One step closer
(Chorus)
I have died everyday
waiting for you
Darlin' don't be afraid
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more
(Verse 2)
Time stands still
Beauty I know she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything
Take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath,
Every hour has come to this
One step closer
(Chorus)
I have died everyday
Waiting for you
Darlin' don't be afraid
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more
And all along I believed
I would find you
Time has brought
Your heart to me
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more
One step closer
One step closer
(Chorus)
I have died everyday
Waiting for you
Darlin' don't be afraid,
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more
And all along I believed
I would find you
Time has brought
Your heart to me
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more
Tuesday, January 24, 2012
THANK YOU .
so i guess last nite was the best night ever . YEAH , totally . i'd never thought that i would regret something so badly . i tried everything to not hate you , but i guess that's just your choice . so now , i hate you . thanks to all your effort putting me down in misery . i wonder how 11 months passed by too quickly til' i don't realise i've wasted so much time giving my all to someone who didn't even give a thing to my sacrifices keeping the relationship . i hurt everytime i finally knew that i'm holding to an empty relationship . i had enough and almost give up on love but i knew i should give a chance to myself and make things right . i won't let one person destroy my life forever . i know there's still someone out there who deserves me a lot more than you do .
BESTFRIEND - they don't exist anymore in my life . the one that i trust most are the one who hurt me the most . i felt like dying . i still could bare it when my ex-loved one betray me but i can't accept when the person who i thought was my bestfriend stab me to death . if i were to remember what happened last night , i would throw you both from my life . damn , how i wish i never knew both of you .
BESTFRIEND - they don't exist anymore in my life . the one that i trust most are the one who hurt me the most . i felt like dying . i still could bare it when my ex-loved one betray me but i can't accept when the person who i thought was my bestfriend stab me to death . if i were to remember what happened last night , i would throw you both from my life . damn , how i wish i never knew both of you .
Wednesday, January 18, 2012
LAYAN ~~~
saya layan lagu syeera lagi balik ~~~~~~ siok sangat la lagu dea . suara lunak , OH MY GAWH . main gitar ? don't mention it . cute ? thumbs up . and she got her own identity . she even wrote songs herself . crazzzzyy , aite ? talented kid . lagu-lagu dea ada maksud yang dalam , lebih bagus dari budak muka buku tu , pendapat saya laa . hehe . so , if you guys got some spare time , check her out ;
youtube : syeera sander
Kau - Syeera Sander
tak pernah ku termimpi yang aku kan miliki ,
dirimu si pujaan hati ,
kerna kau terlalu sempurna buatku .
bagai terang yang takkan bisa nampak gelapku .
semalam hanya ada aku dan hati kecilku ,
tapi hari ini ada aku dan kamu ,
kau menghidupkan semula bunga-bunga dihatiku .
kau bulan yang menerangi malam
dan kau bintang-bintang yang mengindahi gelap ,
kau lah penyelamat aku dari siksanya oh neraka cinta .
youtube : syeera sander
Kau - Syeera Sander
tak pernah ku termimpi yang aku kan miliki ,
dirimu si pujaan hati ,
kerna kau terlalu sempurna buatku .
bagai terang yang takkan bisa nampak gelapku .
semalam hanya ada aku dan hati kecilku ,
tapi hari ini ada aku dan kamu ,
kau menghidupkan semula bunga-bunga dihatiku .
kau bulan yang menerangi malam
dan kau bintang-bintang yang mengindahi gelap ,
kau lah penyelamat aku dari siksanya oh neraka cinta .
Sunday, January 15, 2012
saya boring
tengok la apa kejadiannya kalau single and really nothing much to do . stalking his profile doesn't help me to get busy much . and this freakin' insomnia is killing me -.-' .
DEAREST TEACHER ,
i'm sorry i didn't attended school today . i was busy with my facebook and blog . there were so much to say that i didn't have the chance to log out . i'm so sorry teacher. and by the way , i haven't finished your homework so maybe it's an oppurtunity for me to complete it . i know i haven't attended any of your classes , it's my bad . and i'm so fucking tensed cuz i just officially broke up with my BABY , just so you know and i'm kinda having a miserable night . so could you please help by just pretending that i'm in your class ? it'd be a kind help . thanks .
- my letter to my add math teacher :) . how nice .
DEAREST TEACHER ,
i'm sorry i didn't attended school today . i was busy with my facebook and blog . there were so much to say that i didn't have the chance to log out . i'm so sorry teacher. and by the way , i haven't finished your homework so maybe it's an oppurtunity for me to complete it . i know i haven't attended any of your classes , it's my bad . and i'm so fucking tensed cuz i just officially broke up with my BABY , just so you know and i'm kinda having a miserable night . so could you please help by just pretending that i'm in your class ? it'd be a kind help . thanks .
- my letter to my add math teacher :) . how nice .
wow
it's feels good when we're in a bad mood and our mind seems to figured out the way to chill by spilling word that never even crossed before . i'm glad that my mind plays a big part in my life :) .
Thursday, January 12, 2012
Biography ||
here's some bio of Zee :)
Name: Matanawee Keenan / มัฑณาวี คีแนน
Nicks: Zee / ซี
Ocupation: Singer, Model
Company: RS Promotion
Twitter: www.twitter.com/zeezeez7
Facebook and other links: http://www.facebook.com/zeefc (Fanclub fb)
Born: 1988, October 27
Nationality: British (dad) and indonesian (mom)
Family: Sister. Her parents live in Phuket.
Hobbies: Collects Mickey Mouse dolls and shoes
Education: Darasamut School in Phuket. Humanities at Ramkhamhaeng University
Name: Matanawee Keenan / มัฑณาวี คีแนน
Nicks: Zee / ซี
Ocupation: Singer, Model
Company: RS Promotion
Twitter: www.twitter.com/zeezeez7
Facebook and other links: http://www.facebook.com/zeefc (Fanclub fb)
Born: 1988, October 27
Nationality: British (dad) and indonesian (mom)
Family: Sister. Her parents live in Phuket.
Hobbies: Collects Mickey Mouse dolls and shoes
Education: Darasamut School in Phuket. Humanities at Ramkhamhaeng University
Biography
ok . so here's some bio of Kim :)
Real name: Supanart Jittaleela
Real name: Supanart Jittaleela
Also known as : Tina Jittaleela
Gender : Female
Birthday : February 12 ,1991
Hometown: Bangkok (Thailand)
Personal relationship status : Single
Brothers and sisters : Nichapa Jittaleela, Podchara Jittaleela, Tatae Jittaleela
Studying at universities: Chiang Mai University
High school : SatriwithayaSchool
Like the dress brand : Marc Jacobs
Favourite singer: Mark Ronson , Samantha Ronson
Birthday : February 12 ,1991
Hometown: Bangkok (Thailand)
Personal relationship status : Single
Brothers and sisters : Nichapa Jittaleela, Podchara Jittaleela, Tatae Jittaleela
Studying at universities: Chiang Mai University
High school : SatriwithayaSchool
Like the dress brand : Marc Jacobs
Favourite singer: Mark Ronson , Samantha Ronson
:) ohh my , she's just 21 .
ZEE n KIM
seriously , i can't get off my mind from Zee n Kim . they're just so irresistable . bole gila ehh if tidak see dorg dalam satu hari . eventho dalam picture jak , but it's okay . yesterday i've downloaded some of Zee's songs . haaaaa~ baru puas hati . repeat again , again , again and again . esp lagu ' If You Don't Like , Leave ' . sangat best . ++ he looks hot in that vid . saya envy the girls in the vid yang dapat chance kiss n hug her . yisshhhh , jealous laaaa .... she layan every girl like a princess :) . kalau la itu saya :) .
Kim is just ,,,,,,,, sweet . kalau saya dapat girlfriend cm tu , memang mati-mati namau kasi lepas ohh . peduli la apa org mau cakap . yang penting i love her and she loves me :) . sanggup ba Kim p jumpa parent c Pie , kasitau yang dia sayang c Pie n dea mau together sama c Pie . eventho dea tau yg mumy c Pie tidak suka sama tomboy . but , c Pie p reject pula dea . at first la . time tu , Kim nangis , don't say much and just go . sebelum tu , Kim sempat lagi kasitau c Wan suru jaga c Pie bagus-bagus . punya la angel hati dia . haiz . padahal only God knows how hurt she is inside . subuh-subuh aku menangis gara-gara ne film . betul-betul sedih kalau kita faham apa yg dorang rasa . cute lagi Kim nangis . awwwwww , mao hug ;) ..... skali last-last , Pie juga p cari dia n cakap dia namau lose Kim . Kim teda cakap apa-apa , just dengar to what she has to say . but before Pie sempat mau jalan , Kim hug her and said ' Thank you Pie . Cuz you dare to love me . ' in thailand la . hehe . baru Kim hug c Pie . yeeeeee , jealous . dapat rasa yg Kim's hug betul-betul sincere . thumbs up la for the director :) . really great work . ngee :3 . mau lagi ehh tgokk . ehehe . tidak puas .
much love . Kim n Zee ♥
Kim is just ,,,,,,,, sweet . kalau saya dapat girlfriend cm tu , memang mati-mati namau kasi lepas ohh . peduli la apa org mau cakap . yang penting i love her and she loves me :) . sanggup ba Kim p jumpa parent c Pie , kasitau yang dia sayang c Pie n dea mau together sama c Pie . eventho dea tau yg mumy c Pie tidak suka sama tomboy . but , c Pie p reject pula dea . at first la . time tu , Kim nangis , don't say much and just go . sebelum tu , Kim sempat lagi kasitau c Wan suru jaga c Pie bagus-bagus . punya la angel hati dia . haiz . padahal only God knows how hurt she is inside . subuh-subuh aku menangis gara-gara ne film . betul-betul sedih kalau kita faham apa yg dorang rasa . cute lagi Kim nangis . awwwwww , mao hug ;) ..... skali last-last , Pie juga p cari dia n cakap dia namau lose Kim . Kim teda cakap apa-apa , just dengar to what she has to say . but before Pie sempat mau jalan , Kim hug her and said ' Thank you Pie . Cuz you dare to love me . ' in thailand la . hehe . baru Kim hug c Pie . yeeeeee , jealous . dapat rasa yg Kim's hug betul-betul sincere . thumbs up la for the director :) . really great work . ngee :3 . mau lagi ehh tgokk . ehehe . tidak puas .
much love . Kim n Zee ♥
Wednesday, January 11, 2012
THAILAND craze .
seriously , saya addicted suda sama TOMBOY . after so many ' supports ' from friends who can accept what i am , and movies that i've watched . the 'L' word inside of me growing really fast and wanted to stay forever . i know it's a crazy thing and before i thought that it was just for fun , ' i just wanna try it ' . but now , even i don't know if i still have feeling for boys -.-' . argh , is this the right thing to do ? but i can't turn back , i'm stucked and i don't wanna get out . i love them :) .
and i really fell deeply in love with ZEE MATANAWEE KEENAN . i just love her like hell . uhh . stupid , why did i let this happen ? i haven't get over Prince Charming and now i'm adding up . perfect eva :) . wait , there's one more . KIM , from ' YES or NO ' movie . i haven't know her actual name but i'm gonna find out ;) . haaaa~ i just love them ;DD .
Prince Charming , ZEE and Kim <3 . much love :)
and i really fell deeply in love with ZEE MATANAWEE KEENAN . i just love her like hell . uhh . stupid , why did i let this happen ? i haven't get over Prince Charming and now i'm adding up . perfect eva :) . wait , there's one more . KIM , from ' YES or NO ' movie . i haven't know her actual name but i'm gonna find out ;) . haaaa~ i just love them ;DD .
Prince Charming , ZEE and Kim <3 . much love :)
Tuesday, January 10, 2012
TRUTH .
gara2 stalk profile dea , aku dapat tahu benda yang dea tidak dapat cakap dengan jelas tapi cuba jelaskannya dengan ayat lain . mungkin apa yg aku fikir cuma mainan fikiran tapi kemungkinan ada betulnya juga . kadang2 rasa tersindir pun ada , sebab siapa tahu orang yang dea maksudkan dalam post dea tu adalah kita . jadi berkata-kata pun perlu ada batas . jangan menyesal nanti , sudah . aku cuma kecewa sebab ' fall in love ' terlalu cepat dan terburu-buru buat keputusan sampai tidak fikir apa padahnya nanti kalau aku pilih untuk terus dapatkan dea . apa2 pun , selepas ni , aku mesti fikir betul2 sebelum buat apa2 keputusan .
wish aku luck supaya aku dapat buat keputusan yang betul :)
saya sayang kau , Prince Charming ♥
wish aku luck supaya aku dapat buat keputusan yang betul :)
saya sayang kau , Prince Charming ♥
Monday, January 9, 2012
what's up ?
so today saya scape kelas sivik . MUAHAHA XD . siok rasanya bila dapat langgar peraturan . bukan selalu . LOL . went to town , ingat mau jalan2 tp hujan jadi malas la . trus balik . tujuan saya scape sivik pun sebab mau balik and online . bodoh kan ? hahaha . tp mmg pun that's the true reason . mau tgok update c Prince Charming saja . sangat lame saya ne -.-' . tlmpao gila sudah . d class ingt dea , tulis nama dea here and there , tgok cne nmpak dea , tgok sana nmpak dea . nda tau mau tgok mana lagi . my friends even think that i'm crazy over her . so true . kasian c eva . syok sendiri . boo eva .
and RJ called me just now . awkward saya rasa . nway , thanks for calling tho . and goodluck for ur exam . much love ;) . and say ' hye ' again from me to rachel k ? it's a bit weird but , " hye " again . with a smile k , RJ ?
Prince Charming in my head
♥
and RJ called me just now . awkward saya rasa . nway , thanks for calling tho . and goodluck for ur exam . much love ;) . and say ' hye ' again from me to rachel k ? it's a bit weird but , " hye " again . with a smile k , RJ ?
Prince Charming in my head
♥
Saturday, January 7, 2012
read this .
so how do you feel when you read my blog ? perfect ? yeah . i know . ' thanks ? ' ohh , don't mention it . mostly welcome . if you know how mad i am right now , then congratulations . cuz now you actually can read it , better than ever . honestly , now i am dissapointed , satisfied , regretful , hateful , delighted , happy , afraid , etc etc etc .
the one that i hoped will stand by me all the time are the one who let me down n just watch me like that . but there's no regrets that should be here right now . i feel relief that you actually know who i meant and perhaps now you should start thinking why her . okay ? place a self-ringer to yourself . i'm not saying that you're an awful person or more than that , just to let you know .
and i don't give a thing if she doesn't feel the same way . so why are you the one who's all whacky and all that ? you want me to prove how amazing she is ? I WILL . just wait . i'll find the perfect moment and spill it out to you .
the one that i hoped will stand by me all the time are the one who let me down n just watch me like that . but there's no regrets that should be here right now . i feel relief that you actually know who i meant and perhaps now you should start thinking why her . okay ? place a self-ringer to yourself . i'm not saying that you're an awful person or more than that , just to let you know .
and i don't give a thing if she doesn't feel the same way . so why are you the one who's all whacky and all that ? you want me to prove how amazing she is ? I WILL . just wait . i'll find the perfect moment and spill it out to you .
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