THANK YOU .

so i guess last nite was the best night ever . YEAH , totally . i'd never thought that i would regret something so badly . i tried everything to not hate you , but i guess that's just your choice . so now , i hate you . thanks to all your effort putting me down in misery . i wonder how 11 months passed by too quickly til' i don't realise i've wasted so much time giving my all to someone who didn't even give a thing to my sacrifices keeping the relationship . i hurt everytime i finally knew that i'm holding to an empty relationship . i had enough and almost give up on love but i knew i should give a chance to myself and make things right . i won't let one person destroy my life forever . i know there's still someone out there who deserves me a lot more than you do .


BESTFRIEND - they don't exist anymore in my life . the one that i trust most are the one who hurt me the most . i felt like dying . i still could bare it when my ex-loved one betray me but i can't accept when the person who i thought was my bestfriend stab me to death . if i were to remember what happened last night , i would throw you both from my life . damn , how i wish i never knew both of you .


now i realise i don't need a special someone . i just need someone who would understand and be with me no matter what . i'm gonna find that someone someday . someone who would give me relationship , not relationshit .