A THOUSAND YEARS - CHRISTINA PERRI

(Verse 1)
Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave
How can I love when I'm afraid
To fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt
Suddenly goes away somehow

One step closer

(Chorus)
I have died everyday
waiting for you
Darlin' don't be afraid
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more

(Verse 2)
Time stands still
Beauty I know she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything
Take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath,
Every hour has come to this

One step closer

(Chorus)
I have died everyday

Waiting for you
Darlin' don't be afraid
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more

And all along I believed
I would find you
Time has brought
Your heart to me
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more

One step closer
One step closer

(Chorus)
I have died everyday
Waiting for you
Darlin' don't be afraid,
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more

And all along I believed
I would find you
Time has brought
Your heart to me
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more

THANK YOU .

so i guess last nite was the best night ever . YEAH , totally . i'd never thought that i would regret something so badly . i tried everything to not hate you , but i guess that's just your choice . so now , i hate you . thanks to all your effort putting me down in misery . i wonder how 11 months passed by too quickly til' i don't realise i've wasted so much time giving my all to someone who didn't even give a thing to my sacrifices keeping the relationship . i hurt everytime i finally knew that i'm holding to an empty relationship . i had enough and almost give up on love but i knew i should give a chance to myself and make things right . i won't let one person destroy my life forever . i know there's still someone out there who deserves me a lot more than you do .


BESTFRIEND - they don't exist anymore in my life . the one that i trust most are the one who hurt me the most . i felt like dying . i still could bare it when my ex-loved one betray me but i can't accept when the person who i thought was my bestfriend stab me to death . if i were to remember what happened last night , i would throw you both from my life . damn , how i wish i never knew both of you .


now i realise i don't need a special someone . i just need someone who would understand and be with me no matter what . i'm gonna find that someone someday . someone who would give me relationship , not relationshit .

LAYAN ~~~

saya layan lagu syeera lagi balik ~~~~~~  siok sangat la lagu dea . suara lunak , OH MY GAWH . main gitar ? don't mention it . cute ? thumbs up . and she got her own identity . she even wrote songs herself . crazzzzyy , aite ? talented kid . lagu-lagu dea ada maksud yang dalam , lebih bagus dari budak muka buku tu , pendapat saya laa . hehe . so , if you guys got some spare time , check her out ;

youtube : syeera sander


Kau - Syeera Sander

tak pernah ku termimpi yang aku kan miliki ,
dirimu si pujaan hati ,
kerna kau terlalu sempurna buatku .
bagai terang yang takkan bisa nampak gelapku .

semalam hanya ada aku dan hati kecilku ,
tapi hari ini ada aku dan kamu ,
kau menghidupkan semula bunga-bunga dihatiku .

kau bulan yang menerangi malam
dan kau bintang-bintang yang mengindahi gelap ,
kau lah penyelamat aku dari siksanya oh neraka cinta .

saya boring

tengok la apa kejadiannya kalau single and really nothing much to do . stalking his profile doesn't help me to get busy much . and this freakin' insomnia is killing me -.-' .

DEAREST TEACHER ,
i'm sorry i didn't attended school today . i was busy with my facebook and blog . there were so much to say that i didn't have the chance to log out . i'm so sorry teacher. and by the way , i haven't finished your homework so maybe it's an oppurtunity for me to complete it . i know i haven't attended any of your classes , it's my bad . and i'm so fucking tensed cuz i just officially broke up with my BABY , just so you know and i'm kinda having a miserable night . so could you please help by just pretending that i'm in your class ? it'd be a kind help . thanks .


- my letter to my add math teacher :) . how nice .

wow

it's feels good when we're in a bad mood and our mind seems to figured out the way to chill by spilling word that never even crossed before . i'm glad that my mind plays a big part in my life :) .

Eva Natassha

biarlah saya buat kesilapan sekarang dengan salah faham , jangan saya buat kesilapan nanti dengan tak pernah faham .

Biography ||

here's some bio of Zee :)


Name: Matanawee Keenan / มัฑณาวี คีแนน
Nicks: Zee / ซี
Ocupation: Singer, Model
Company: RS Promotion
Twitter: www.twitter.com/zeezeez7
Facebook and other links: http://www.facebook.com/zeefc (Fanclub fb)
Born: 1988, October 27
Nationality: British (dad) and indonesian (mom)
Family: Sister. Her parents live in Phuket.
Hobbies: Collects Mickey Mouse dolls and shoes
Education: Darasamut School in Phuket. Humanities at Ramkhamhaeng University

Biography

 ok . so here's some bio of Kim :)


Real name: Supanart Jittaleela

Also known as : Tina Jittaleela

Gender : Female
Birthday : February 12  ,1991
Hometown: Bangkok (Thailand)
Personal relationship status : Single
Brothers and sisters : Nichapa Jittaleela, Podchara Jittaleela, Tatae Jittaleela
Studying at universities: Chiang Mai University
High school : SatriwithayaSchool
Like the dress brand : Marc Jacobs
Favourite singer: Mark Ronson , Samantha Ronson

:) ohh my , she's just 21 .

ZEE n KIM

seriously , i can't get off my mind from Zee n Kim . they're just so irresistable . bole gila ehh if tidak see dorg dalam satu hari . eventho dalam picture jak , but it's okay . yesterday i've downloaded some of Zee's songs . haaaaa~ baru puas hati . repeat again , again , again and again . esp lagu ' If You Don't Like , Leave ' . sangat best . ++ he looks hot in that vid . saya envy the girls in the vid yang dapat chance kiss n hug her . yisshhhh , jealous laaaa .... she layan every girl like a princess :) . kalau la itu saya :) .



Kim is just ,,,,,,,, sweet . kalau saya dapat girlfriend cm tu , memang mati-mati namau kasi lepas ohh . peduli la apa org mau cakap . yang penting i love her and she loves me :) . sanggup ba Kim p jumpa parent c Pie , kasitau yang dia sayang c Pie n dea mau together sama c Pie . eventho dea tau yg mumy c Pie tidak suka sama tomboy . but , c Pie p reject pula dea . at first la . time tu , Kim nangis , don't say much and just go . sebelum tu , Kim sempat lagi kasitau c Wan suru jaga c Pie bagus-bagus . punya la angel hati dia . haiz . padahal only God knows how hurt she is inside . subuh-subuh aku menangis gara-gara ne film . betul-betul sedih kalau kita faham apa yg dorang rasa . cute lagi Kim nangis . awwwwww , mao hug ;) ..... skali last-last , Pie juga p cari dia n cakap dia namau lose Kim . Kim teda cakap apa-apa , just dengar to what she has to say . but before Pie sempat mau jalan , Kim hug her and said ' Thank you Pie . Cuz you dare to love me . ' in thailand la . hehe . baru Kim hug c Pie . yeeeeee , jealous . dapat rasa yg Kim's hug betul-betul sincere . thumbs up la for the director :) . really great work . ngee :3 . mau lagi ehh tgokk . ehehe . tidak puas .


much love . Kim n Zee ♥

THAILAND craze .

seriously , saya addicted suda sama TOMBOY . after so many ' supports ' from friends who can accept what i am , and movies that i've watched . the 'L' word inside of me growing really fast and wanted to stay forever . i know it's a crazy thing and before i thought that it was just for fun , ' i just wanna try it ' . but now , even i don't know if i still have feeling for boys -.-' . argh , is this the right thing to do ? but i can't turn back , i'm stucked and i don't wanna get out . i love them :) .


and i really fell deeply in love with ZEE MATANAWEE KEENAN . i just love her like hell . uhh . stupid , why did i let this happen ? i haven't get over Prince Charming and now i'm adding up . perfect eva :) .  wait , there's one more . KIM , from ' YES or NO ' movie . i haven't know her actual name but i'm gonna find out ;) . haaaa~ i just love them ;DD .

Prince Charming , ZEE and Kim <3 . much love :)

TRUTH .

gara2 stalk profile dea , aku dapat tahu benda yang dea tidak dapat cakap dengan jelas tapi cuba jelaskannya dengan ayat lain . mungkin apa yg aku fikir cuma mainan fikiran tapi kemungkinan ada betulnya juga . kadang2 rasa tersindir pun ada , sebab siapa tahu orang yang dea maksudkan dalam post dea tu adalah kita . jadi berkata-kata pun perlu ada batas . jangan menyesal nanti , sudah . aku cuma kecewa sebab ' fall in love ' terlalu cepat dan terburu-buru buat keputusan sampai tidak fikir apa padahnya nanti kalau aku pilih untuk terus dapatkan dea . apa2 pun , selepas ni , aku mesti fikir betul2 sebelum buat apa2 keputusan .

wish aku luck supaya aku dapat buat keputusan yang betul :)

saya sayang kau , Prince Charming ♥

:)

I JUST WANNA TELL YOU HOW I REALLY LIKE YOU SINCE THE VERY FIRST TIME WE MET .

what's up ?

so today saya scape kelas sivik . MUAHAHA XD . siok rasanya bila dapat langgar peraturan . bukan selalu . LOL . went to town , ingat mau jalan2 tp hujan jadi malas la . trus balik . tujuan saya scape sivik pun sebab mau balik and online . bodoh kan ? hahaha . tp mmg pun that's the true reason . mau tgok update c Prince Charming saja . sangat lame saya ne -.-' . tlmpao gila sudah . d class ingt dea , tulis nama dea here and there , tgok cne nmpak dea , tgok sana nmpak dea . nda tau mau tgok mana lagi . my friends even think that i'm crazy over her . so true . kasian c eva . syok sendiri . boo eva .

and RJ called me just now . awkward saya rasa . nway , thanks for calling tho . and goodluck for ur exam . much love ;) . and say ' hye ' again from me to rachel k ? it's a bit weird but , " hye " again . with a smile k , RJ ?


Prince Charming in my head
♥

read this .

so how do you feel when you read my blog ? perfect ? yeah . i know . ' thanks ? ' ohh , don't mention it . mostly welcome . if you know how mad i am right now , then congratulations . cuz now you actually can read it , better than ever . honestly , now i am dissapointed , satisfied , regretful , hateful , delighted , happy , afraid , etc etc etc .

the one that i hoped will stand by me all the time are the one who let me down n just watch me like that . but there's no regrets that should be here right now . i feel relief that you actually know who i meant and perhaps now you should start thinking why her . okay ? place a self-ringer to yourself . i'm not saying that you're an awful person or more than that , just to let you know .

and i don't give a thing if she doesn't feel the same way . so why are you the one who's all whacky and all that ? you want me to prove how amazing she is ? I WILL . just wait . i'll find the perfect moment and spill it out to you .